but I need to stay strong for him and use all my brain power to figure it out while not completely losing track of my own life and job and bills etc, im exhausted truly
Only two choices either completely give up and be depressed etc or stay strong and make things happen and I need to stay strong and I am not even the person in the vulnerable situation im directly affected by it and it makes my situation vulnerable as well
It isn't getting any better if you believe in anything God/ higher power/ spiritual etc
Pray/ or wish me luck i really need it
It has been extremely difficult to eat or get out of bed I have finally showered this morning it's been a whole week
I need somebody to talk to and vent and help me focus and not waste the day just want somebody to check with me if im doing what im supposed to and help me stay calm through all im going through there's deadlines and no room for failure and I need help
Nobody does it better
Makes me feel sad for the rest
Nobody does it half as good as you
Baby, you're the best
I wasn't lookin' but somehow you found me
I tried to hide from your love light
But like heaven above me
The spy who loved me
Is keepin' all my secrets safe tonight
And nobody does it...