I am kinda sick

[mostly_depressed]

After all the experiences i had and all the doctors i have talked i am sure that i am beyond repair. I dont know how this happend or get evolved inside me. Maybe because of i got molested by a relative when i was a child maybe its just happens and there is no explanation to it. Being a satyriasis is killing me. I cant have normal realations with no one and everyone i talked to treats me as a freak or a perv or something worse. Saying i am just acting this way. "You are allways talking about sex, thinking about are you just exist for this?" Yea i fucking like to act like a perv just for fun and ruin my life. After this point just want to live in a mountain in Alaska by myself. Like in the movie Into the Wild. Maybe after that no one treats me like shit cause i dont believe nobody is gonna accept me, my hypersexuality and the other kind of bad things (my face and etc.)

 

[max878]

After all the experiences i had and all the doctors i have talked i am sure that i am beyond repair. I dont know how this happend or get evolved inside me. Maybe because of i got molested by a relative when i was a child maybe its just happens and there is no explanation to it. Being a satyriasis is killing me. I cant have normal realations with no one and everyone i talked to treats me as a freak or a perv or something worse. Saying i am just acting this way. "You are allways talking about sex, thinking about are you just exist for this?" Yea i fucking like to act like a perv just for fun and ruin my life. After this point just want to live in a mountain in Alaska by myself. Like in the movie Into the Wild. Maybe after that no one treats me like shit cause i dont believe nobody is gonna accept me, my hypersexuality and the other kind of bad things (my face and etc.)

If the issue is related to the impact of childhood abuse, you should see a psychiatrist; they will help you. You need support and treatment, my friend.

 

[mostly_depressed]

If the issue is related to the impact of childhood abuse, you should see a psychiatrist; they will help you. You need support and treatment, my friend.

I have tried it mate and as you know there is not a real perfect treatment for these kind of issues. You just try and poison yourself with other type of drugs that psychiatrist gave it to you and hope for the best. Believe me it is easy to just let it go.

 

[max878]

I have tried it mate and as you know there is not a real perfect treatment for these kind of issues. You just try and poison yourself with other type of drugs that psychiatrist gave it to you and hope for the best. Believe me it is easy to just let it go.

My brother, you are a man capable of overcoming anything, but you must convince yourself of it. Don't give up; life is difficult and requires strength and patience.